Chinese Encyclopedia
Somewhere between the wheels of disaster
and the foliage of dreams
Somewhere between the biographies of driftwood
and the mist of buried cities
Somewhere between the fornicator's last confession
and the scumblehunk's first unsteady steps
someone will be thinking of you
someone will be wondering
why you did what you did
and why you didn't do what you didn't do.
And somewhere between the breaking of the wave
and the breaking of the wave
Somewhere between the first experience of purple
and the last squeeze of the toothpaste tube
Somewhere between the unanswered letter
and the forgotten lullaby
someone will be thinking of you
someone will be wondering
what's going to happen to you
when the going gets going and is gone
when there's nothing left of summertime
but a handful of broken shells.
And somewhere between the beginning of the circle
and the end of the Christmas sales
Somewhere between the seven gold keys of the twinklebox
and the grandmothers of Kentucky
Somewhere between songlight
and the moon of the fallen angel
Somewhere between here and there and now and then and impulse and regret and the smells of Old Bailey
someone will be thinking of the promises you made
someone will be wondering what happened to the dinosaurs
someone will discover your reflection
in the undiscovered pool
and the golden bells of Magnolia
will never sound again.
The poem
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- Of all the poems
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- in the books on the pages in the ear on the tongue
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- of all the poems
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- with their wandering pathways their minor discoveries
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- terrains where the footprints are everywhere
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- of all the poems
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- written rewritten rejected and cherished
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- only one
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- will be remembered.
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- There will be a mountain in it
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- and a tree or the feeling of a tree
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- a small bird singing by an open window
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- although none of these may be referred to specifically.
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- As you read it you will hear your voice
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- as though for the first time
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- singing as once you sang
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- laughing, crying as you used to.
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- There will be an ocean wave in it
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- early sunlight on wet leaves
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- the sigh of someone who has reached the other side of pain
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- although none of these may be referred to specifically.
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- And there will be elements in it
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- that only you will recognize
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- and that you may not be able to elucidate.
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- After you have read it
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- the poem will linger in you.
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- When all the conversations are completed
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- when the unspoken thoughts dissolve into silence
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- along with the dreams the memories
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- the aspirations and the passions
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- the poem will whisper in your ear
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- like the song your mother sang
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- when you awoke alone in darkness
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- like the light of a star that you looked at
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- before you forgot to look.
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- Somewhere in the house
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- where you have lived since you were born
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- a door will open
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- that you never knew was there
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- and everything you see
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- will tell you its name
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- the rocks will all open like mouths
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- and the springs they have ached for so long to release
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- Only one of the poemswill be rememberedto write it
I would give my life
over and over again.
White Noise
White Noise
It’s the cannonading of it, the bombastic bomb-burst
barrage of it. It’s the crashing smashing bashing
splashing force of it and the roaring storming wall and
fall and sprawl of it, and the hit split white bright
flower tower shower firework fountain of it
carrier of wet shells crab claws torn kelp dead logs
and it’s the blossoming bloom and boom and spume of it
and all the tumble rumble bubble of it
the cappuchino froth and foam of it
the cidersnapping pepsisudsy brineybeady hissywhisper windfringe
the glossy corruscating nonstop poppoppopping of it
distributor of ripped nets plastic bottles scoured glass wet balls
and it's the rock smack shock and shudder of it
and the restless sleepless endless dogdrenching
thunder of it, and it's the gleam and the glow and the glare
and the glint and the glimmer and the glisten and the glitter and the glory of it
transporter of dead birds broken surf boards bent beer cans and strands of dark green seagrass
and it’s the in and the out
the push and the pull
the ebb and the flood
the thrust and the suck
advance and retreat
forwards and backwards
attack and withdrawal
churn and return of it
generator of salt, happiness and
white noise.
Balloon I huffed and I puffed and I blew a balloon as big as a Boeing as round as the moon. I love you was written all over its skin and I sealed its mouth with a silvery string. High in the heavens it floated and flew following breezes that led it to you. Into your garden as gentle as breath you took out a needle and stabbed it to death.